[Verse 1]
Yo
Pain is temporary but glory is on going
Like mary-go-round carriages
Carrying the lives of various
Minds combined into one terrifying ride
I'm barely alive inside
My vial dialect is as effective as plyometrics
Electric shock connections to the chest after affection
Like I slept with an epileptic with an unprotected infection
Woke up neglected and lost self respect for breakfast
As I enter the intersection with a vengeance to make an entrance
The center of attention too demented for comprehension
A consensual intervention with the essence of adolescent
Murder confession messages
An unheard of recession
Fetch a verb for protection
The full effect of an intellectual word of expression

[Chorus x2]
Yo
Can someone tell me just what real life feels like?
Cause lately I've been feeling like my feelings don't feel right
My ceiling ain't sealed tight, revealing like clear sight
If seeing is believing I don't believe that Ill be alright

[Verse 2]
All the essential credentials without the mental potential
Like a patient en-stationed with poor mental ventilation
So I'm stuck in my head suffocating waiting for suffering
My heads congested from no rest, stress and ingested estrogen
Expressed as relentless, desensitized to the six senses
Sending offensive sentences to people in past tense
With a horrendous consensus of indecisive suggestions
Like a dyslexic ambidextrous painting pictures of perfection
With precision and misdirection, exempting correction
My sentimental mentality is a hellbent element
That developed resentment
To put a dent in my agenda
And turn defensive against ya
In the event of an attentive reinvention of friendship

[Chorus x2]


[Verse 3]
Manic depressive obsessive compulsive wholesome propulsions
With an explosive psychosis with no impulsive control
Low behold and bestowed
I hit a home run with the handle to hold my humble abode
So into the jungle I go
Like I left my telescope soaking in your fallopian opening
As psychotropics unload steady
With heavy kinetic energy
And Hennessy brain chemistry defending my inner enemies
The end of a bitter remedy
Living within the dead in me
Giving is only getting when your betting that you can better me

[Chorus x2]


(Whispering)